Sunday, November 9, 2008

when i have no words for myself, i say them for you

acknowledging god's presence (ie call to worship) from tonight's service...the text was from Joshua, about the Lord's history of rescuing his people, and the sermon theme was 'deliverance'--how do we become reliable delivery persons and who in our lives 'deliver' when it comes to being there in the tough times.

How easily I let my hand slip from Your grasp
How easily I lose sight of You, distracted
by ghosts and dreams deferred that spring up before me
as I wander this road, feeling alone.
Come & take my hand again
twine my fingers with Yours
Lead me through these wild places.
Sing to me our old love song.
Remind me of where You & I have been
and whisper to me where You & I will go.
Don't lose your faith in me &
I will try not to lose faith in You.
Be here now.


(the last three lines are from a ray lamontagne song 'be here now' that was on a playlist we listened to on our way to philly).

i have heard it said (and agree) that the sermon you hear preached is usually one that the preacher him or her self needs to hear the most out of everyone. i think the same could be said of the things i write for worship or the prayers i pray in worship. i am not in a place right now where i can say most of these words with confidence. but because i am called into this crazy little community, i am able to say these words for you, the one in the pew, because i know you are praying them alongside me when i cannot pray them for myself. an odd thing to say, i know. but true.

a community that bears you up, i wish for you,
becca

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